Monthly Archives: June 2005

the line of beauty

i attended a book club thingy last night…

it was weird… like what ive mentioned… were talking about the ‘the line of beauty” book. its a story of nick guest who is a young gay boy who lives w/ the faddens. the faddens are like richie rich and nick is a middle class guy. the story is basically the everyday lives of the faddens with nick and the high society people in the 80’s. Alan Hollinghurst, the writer use poetic words … thats why its like reading an LJ of an eglish guy in the past.

so its like reading an LJ gay entry nga. and the other girls there were like… oh the story is full of explicits and stuff and they find the story too weird… and i find it too normal…

bad nga ako eh cuz i told ’em that this is normal for me and they are like HUWATTTT!!!!

yun pala this book club circle are girls in a pretected environment… they dont even know what LJ is!!!! Luckily i was there to educate ’em he he…

in general, i had FUN shocking them w/ made up stories. hhheeee he he… im such a liar!!!!!!!!!

and i will do it again cuz its fun!!!! plus ill get free book again….

im absent cuz i have really really red eyes and it hurts… its not naman sore eyes cuz walang muta..

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last mo9nday naman my boss talked to me about the way i dress and the way i look. she is asking if i can wear make up. i have make up naman … i have lotsa make up nga eh… but the thing is i have ugly skin at the moment and i want to have facial muna and some derma therapy for it to get better…

things is all of my money is going to my commuting fare chuva and my credit card loans… so i dont have anything left for me to buy new dress and well… no money too to get my facial…. so basically… the conversation is her telling me how ugly i am…

and that is what im feeling right now… im freakin ugly… i think that one of the reason why im not at work is that i dont have anything decent to wear… i got my salary na but… sakto lang siya for credit card loan & my fare for the 2 weeks ot till the next payday…

plus im forever concious na of my looks… i cant work the same way na…. im okay pa naman with what im doing cuz im always busy and i tend to forget about some family money problems whan im at work…. now… all im thinking is im probably not making my bosses happy cuz im ugly…

you guys may say that … im so sensitive… but … its her way of saying it kasi… like im really really unpleasant …

it kinda hurts… well actually… it hurts like hell kasi i think im doing well naman job wise … cuz im like the purchasing department of the whole metropolis mall…

now … kalokohan as it may seem… im planning to leave na…

baka naman you have work for me…

email me naman.. kahit petty work lang muna … para lang i have income till i can get another decent job…

yun lang…

hayyyy….

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hey dalumat.. do you want to borrow my book na?????

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trashing

ang hirap talaga mag commute…

tumaas na nga ang pamasahe…

mausok pa…. masikip pa at lagi kang nahihipuan…

tapos… slashin pa nila yun bag mo at kukunin yun pera mo…

ang hirap….

=(

beayatches

hi guys!!!!!

heres are some (actually 2) pictures of our companu outing in calatagan batangas.  im w/ the girls frm other dept… cuz in building admin im the only girly girl… yey!

i cant even remember what picture are these… ill post some more once i edited them cuz they are so dark eh…

calatagan scandal!

me southpArk picture

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NGE HE HE….

twas a busy day for me..yesterday went to marikina to eat at CAFE KAPITAN.  the house is good and the food is… sarap!!!!!  Then me boss and I went to Glorietta to have our pictures developed. then she have her henna tatto done and then we watched MONSTER IN LaW!!! Yey! Movie is nice.  But JLO cant really cry.  Ms Jane Fonda is the center of the movie.  I cried in the end part.  yeah thats how i am: babaw! ‘think my boss cried too… he he…

then were suppose to still go back to work but me boss told me to go home and rest and be at work early. …. but i skipped work today cuz i told ’em im sick… im not… i skipped work cuz i werent able to finish the drawings that im suppose to submit cuz my PC is busted.

im so malas…. thought everything will work out according to plan but no!!!!!!! PC is not cooperating!!!!!

then i opened the PC only to find a tweezer stuck in my drive A:!!!!!! YES! A TWEEZER!!!!!!!!!!

thats why my PC wont open cuz somethings stuck on its throat!!!!

now my pc is working only i already skipped work and my boss is so mad at me for skipping werk and im DOOM!!!!! On the bright side: I found a lost tweezer… nge he he…

I look good when im a cartoon character noh?

calatagan batangas

cant seem to see meself lately…

he he he… cuz im really really really really dark.  i was like in the water for the whole day that were there… nevermind that i know that taking a swim during 10am to 3 pm is dangerous… i was like this would never really happen again so ….  there i am swimming (even if i dont really know how) the whole day. 

so now im negrita aagain… i remember relatives calling me negra cuz i am negra when im small…. kinda lighten up cuz i now use payong when im walking in the sun…

but its fun… yesterday was fun…

also, new employees (moi) have to perform… we dance that lilo and stich song…. i was so nervous that i think i just stand in there like a driftwood… he he…

but im wearing this skirt and top that exposes mt tattoo kasi and im so scared that they will fire me if they so the flower tattooooo… only they all thought its HENNA! yey! im saved!

and we lost the presentation prolly cuz of me…

also bought some pasaluboing along on my way home…since i dont have camera i have to wait for sir PJ pa to cuz hes the camera man…

hes so funny too.. alwauys asking someone to take his pictures naman… kasi lagi siyang walang pictures sa outing ng office….

hayyyyy… now my body hurts like helll… did i ever mention that im reallly really really dark….