Monthly Archives: October 2005

apology to where its due….

i reckon people from work read this neweys so im gonna say my apology here?

i will apologize… sorry for the people who is the victim of my carelessness. carelessness… meaning you were able to read “that” entry. Im sorry that you have to read what i know from here.

but, i will not apolize for writing those… its just that this is my diary and if i will not say whats on my heart it… it beats the purpose of a diary.

there are some things on my mind that i cant say to anyone … only here where i am a (suppossedly a) stranger to all. Only… im careless that guys from work … prolly edp people… was able to trace me here… my thoughts… my mind… my secrets…. my soul, my sexuality…

i also wants to say sorry to myself. i violated myself for trusting that no one would read this or at least no one from work… …. i should have been more careful…. now i bared more than i have to… to the people thats only supos to know me professionally.

and that is what im feeling right now: violated.

and i can only blame myself…

now excuse me … ill just hang poke myself w/ confiscated balisong and wait till i bleed to death…

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espionage

some poeple… high ranking poeple from work have read my LJ entry bout this head being linked to the security he he….

i was ratled! never knew some other poeple is reading this….

im thinking should i say sorry… i reckon i wont cuz that would be … immature..

im on the other hand, is enlightened…. of the reaL relationship that they had which i wont tell errr… write here cuz ive learned my lesson na nge he he…

ill post it friend only na lang, joke.

but to update lang….

badminton is over and im glad… some poeple are really born to watch… part of that watcher popupation is MOI!!!!

backwards to about 2 weeks ago… we have this badminton chuva and were supos to play badminton… thing is… im not good w/ any sports as im fkat footed plus i dont really like sports… id rather that ill stay home and “watch” movies… or sleep na lang cuz… im really really sluggish the past days….

sleep is luxury for me…

which is what im gonna do sa saturday… me day off….

i miss me friends na talaga… thats why im gonna post our pics here…

eto kami!!!!!

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this is us at anothers friends sons binyag….

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this is us all stress out singing at redbox to vent it out….

hayyyyyy….

wish i can see ’em again…

babush!

lengay!!!!