Monthly Archives: December 2005

today

is messy and tiring and i wish i am not here where i am cuz…. its add… insult to my injury…

i wish i can cry and then heal … but i cant because… then i will not learn things that i have to going tru this…

this….

pain…

that i am in…

i tried closing my eyes to find a happy moment to get some strength from it … but ive looked deep deep into me…

and i cant find any….

im in pain and i …

and i cant get away…

and… take me away

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it was like giving birth to a bouncing baby boy…. i cant believe how big it is… and it feels to finally get rid of it … cuz im been carrying it for the longest time…

merry xmas ho ho ho

back pains

ive been sneezing all night and now my back hurts….

visited megamall yesterday for the xmas decor and its really nice in there…. our color scheme is from the levi’s store….

the white xmas tree there is really cool…

i wish we have xmas tree but since the family is broke… we chose not to buy anything but the old xmas light that we have from last year….

a lot of magazine is giving away ipod nano and im joining each contest… i hope ill win just one….

i dont usually belive in praying anymore but there are 2 things that i will pray for this time…

one is that IPOD and the other will be on the friends only chuva… hehe… secret… not its not to have a boy but… okayyy….. im saying it na…. its money…. i wish to have lotsa money and ill pray for it… do novena if i have to….

its late … i should be travelling now to go to work but ill wait for me to feel bit better lang….

my nose is dripping… ewwww…

yun lang…babu

on the bright side i am not a ….

nothing….

i just woke up… went home late last night…. we’ve attended this event at the mall… we have to be there… so that when theres emergency… they have someone to…ask help too…

only i dont think im that much of a help cuz… im really..really clueless w/ the freakin tech stuff…

its not that i dont know… i just dont know specifically cuz ive been busy w/ purchasing stuff cuz duh???? im the purchaser nge he he…

but twas fun…. the company have … hmmm… like 2500 people working under them… thats huge man….

then when i got home… baha (theres flood)… so… i have to wait for the longest time to get a jeep.. but theres no jeep so i have to ride a pedicab… the driver is so nice that i gave him a tip… 5pesos …. thats big amount already.. considering im kuripot… =P

then my tito… is drunk again and is harrasing her daugther and half of the public in our barangay.. he is so noisy…

i got to sleep at 4am na ata….

buti na lang theres spider solitaire to keep me company… how pathetic noh?

ho ho hu hu hu

Remember my entry wherein im locking eyes with this pintor in our mall?

He died… he got electricuted in our roof like a month ago and i was only able to write about it now….

im sad cuz… everytime he’s here… were always looking at each other staring glances …. and i werent able to say that …. i kinda like him… cuz he’s dead….

worst is that this boss here… ask me to call the hospital if hes still alive or….

and i cant say no so i called the hospital and theres this nurse there who said that he is already expired and i cant understand it… or i just dont want to understand it…

i told her to be more specific… he is dead.