Monthly Archives: August 2006


cuz im sad and kinda down today [due to lack of sleep..he he] im posting a kulit picture of me… thats me in maroon shirt…
picture was taken about a week ago… in our company’s bowling tournament.  I scored one of the lowest cuz im not into any sports…

well today im friggin down… aRgh! 

i want to go home and sleep… =( 

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wet days ahead!!!

An officemate Thea wasn’t to borrow books that she can read, cuz shes staying in a new place and there’s nothing better [yet] to do but read.

 

I dug into my treasure chest I reckon she can appreciate Neil Gaiman’s SMOKE AND MIRRORS as a start cuz it contains good short stories, poetry and other stuff.

 

Then just too keep me awake in my LRT train ride i opened it and started reading tasting [a sexy story ..gaiman actually said that he would stop a lot while writing this cuz he is blushing while writing this..ha!] and the story is too affecting that I got wet somewhere between Quirino and Vito Cruz station nge he he… And I’m not lending this book to her na.. ill read it na lang again..mwa ha ha… so more wet and amazing lrt rides for me ahead!!!!!

 

smoke gets in my eyes…

he he… i should be friggin sleepin cuz its a holiday but no im already up!!!!!! Smoke woke me up…. remember my uncle who would shout his lungs out and wake everybody in the middle of the night…

it turned out he found a new way to harass us… to cook at 3am using his old school stove… siga[bonfire].  This would bring smoke to my [and my sister’s] rooms and would cause suffocation. 

which is what im feeling right now… suffocated literally.

FUCK HIM!

I hate him… I cant understand why he’s doing this.. well i know that he hates my father but… but is he trying to kill me and my sister????

Whats frustrating is that we cant do anything cuz if we do… this whole thing would blow up…

im planning on living in a dorm near work for awhile but… i dont want to leave my family like this… suffering in my uncle’s hand…

he is a deranged man… we tried helping him once… when he punched their closet and got hurt cuz he punched the friggin mirror/glass… we accepted him in our house w/ his children but we cant seem to see any urge for him to heal himself.. he just wants to sulk in one corner and live in our behalf and were not sure if its helping him so we asked him to leave and fix his life…

and since then he is blaming us for all the bad things that happening to him…

..arGH!!!!

but what i know is that he is not happy that we are a WHOLE family who is helping each other.. i think that he envy my father for keeping the family inspite of the challenges… you know how hard life has been to me and my family… we lost a lot finacially and were still together… trying to fix life..

TOGETHER.

While his family … is broken…

i pity him but harassing us???????

i wish that hell stop this….

i pray that he will stop harassing us.. this will only lead to us hating him more… and the whole fammily hating each other wont stop…

i wish i can explain further but im just too frustrated and out of air to explain things…

its frustrating.. i want to cry… on a monday…

we will have a barbeque party nex wednesday

wgich reminded me… that all of my gig with starmall[metropolis alabang] involves pool and water… and gosh im wearing teh exact same clothes all the friggin time which will tell you that i dont have a bathing suit so this time aroudn i will buy one na and pls tell me where can i buy a decent suit?????

pictures of the past swim gig!



ps. my apology for not cutting i dont know how to without using semagic.

get tp know pixiedusk more!!!!!!!!!

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rAWK!

Rock na rock ang umaga ko cuz the jeep that i rode to work played MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK collection CD!!!!!!!!! as in collection kung collection!!!!

Grrrrrrrrr……. I am sick..everynight ill have a slight fever and ill wake up sluggish i need to exercise.. i will try belly dancing!!!!!

I already have my new cellphone…. i want to post its picture but i dont have a separate camera eh…

im still alive

because my peecee is busted … cant update… im scared to update at work but i guess i have to… my friends are leaving me bhu hu hu….

it kinda hurts… im reading naman…

on the dark side: my phone is broken because i accidentally poured choco milk in it inside my bag.
on the bright side: ive won a cellphone from PINK magazine!!!!

yey!
here it is or it looks something like this!!!!

and for you to  see me naman happy heres a pictue of me and me best friends… i am the girl who smiles like theres no tomorrow…the girls whos almost out ov the picture…


happy happy happy me!!!!

Please dont go remaining friends… i love you all!!!!