I should friggin stop reading tragic stories… the negativity..(suicidalivity even…)is brushing off of me. I feel like those characters being read… being watch… being sad… not good enough…
wanting to die.
The gloomy weather, the one that i use to love is not helping either.
All in all i am a suicidal gloom who wants to cry in one corner all night and feel sad about missed love and opportunities and ….
and damn… those pills are teasing me to take them..
take a lot of them.
and life seems to be a chore.. and i hate doing chores….
and all in all .. this is day is a complete EMO!