Monthly Archives: February 2007

warning: too much ranting ahead!

Baguio trip turned out really well.  There are glitches though like I forgot to bring IMPORTANT stuff like socks and extra bag for souvenirs cuz I don’t want to late for our meeting only to be waiting 4 hours because my friend is not ready yet.

 

Yes I stayed in the terminal that long thinking of the things that I need to do but cant do because I am there sitting in the terminal waiting and envying the other people who are already boarding the bus!

 

Cherry and her mom finally arrived.  And we boarded our bus and I almost died of coldness cuz I don’t have socks and I am wearing the wrong clothes (shorts and slippers).

 

Cherry and I talked till 4am.  The morning sn woke me and I saw this mountain which looks like mountain of trash and it turned out to be baguio and the trash as houses.

 

It looks really ugly and congested.

 

It is really really cold when I got out of the bus.  I again reminded myself to wear layers and layers of clothes the next time if there’s a next time.

 

So we walked around the city and walked and walked and walked and we ate lunch at Volante and we walked again.  We just rested at Burnham park, sleeping at the grass not minding the people cuz were all dead tired he he…. and we walked again.

 

At night we went back to victory liner and we went home.

 

Oh and the ugly view of the mountain is amazingly beautiful at night.  The lights from the houses did it for me… darkness bring beauty to ugly things… darkness is sex!

 

The trip turned out so well so we planned another backpacking trip to Puerto Galera.  Supposedly march 4.  Only problem is we have a company outing.  Since I know that we can tag at least 2 persons in the trip… I told Cherry to cancel Galera and we’ll go to my company outing instead.  I am actually boasting on how our company outing is the grandest and shell have the greatest time ever!  I also told her not to sweat out on anything cuz ill take care of things!  ‘Cuz she is always taking care of things for me.  She’s like a mother to her friends and I want to be the one in charge this time. 

 

We’re going to Punta Fuego in Batangas.  It turned out that this time around we can’t bring other people because it is expensive to do so so … I cant bring my friend.  And it is imperative that I join the outing.

 

I cancelled out on her… and broke my promise and ruined her plan… and prolly her whole march.

 

I don’t have friends at work.  My best friend at work, Thea left to go to Singapore. So ill be a floater… soloist. Alone. 3rd wheel… introvert… wallpaper..shadow… invisible… lonely…

 

And prolly drank cuz it is also a must to drink…

 

I hate drinking… or least I hate drinking with the people I am not close to.  You know how intimate I view these things are.

 

So on march 4, Sunday.  Ill be with people who doesn’t really care about me… 

 

And ill be miserable. 

 

And…

 

 

 

Officemates are asking me if I want to join them in site inspection of Punta fuego.  I said I cant and that I have to do a sideline work.  I am lying.  An excuse. 

 

One guy said jokingly that I am an anti-social crap.

 

That’s better than the truth.

 

Truth is I don’t … I cant keep up with their spending.  They are filthy rich and I have to starve myself just so I can buy stuff.  Them.  They are rich.  Blessed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

sucks to be poor

ate oatmeal for 2 weeks just so i can buy havaianas slippers…

went to rustans with my saved money and bought the slippers… didnt fit the slippers there because i remember i am not wearing any good socks and i cant show what i am wearing now…. so i grabbed the first pair that i like..paid for it ..went home…

the slippers are big… like really really big and im planning on returning it…

but the dog ate the tag… the box.. and the hanger…

and i am stuck with a big slippers… 

i skipped meals for this…

i really really really feel miserable…. 

and hungry.

baguio

my friend cherry & i are going to baguio this feb 16 and we prolly get there on the 17th…. can i ask you guys for help… do you know a place where we can stay at a cheapest possible price… we dont have money..were just backpacking… but i really wanted to take a bath ..and rest my legs because i am sure that well be so tires after walking across the city…. we will go home at the 18th morning…sandali lang kami dun…

pls pretty pls .. help…. plus it would help also if you would tell me where to eat cheap food and where ukay store can we get the best clothes on the best price….

thanks…

boooooboooosssss

If we’ve been LJ friends for more than a year then you’ll prolly know by now that I am an embarrassment to the human race.  I fall on stairs (errrr… overpass stairs… specifically I fell on Ayala overpass bridge… 4 flights man!) … I fall on the streets.  I would bump people while I am walking.  Strong winds knocks me down.  I usually hit my head on objects.  I usually hit people’s crotch! Cuz I am one of those who swing their arms while walking.  Hah!  Simple walking is strenuous for me.  I usually tripped.  I can’t stay standing on busses.  When they hit the brakes… the force would bring me from the front of the aisle to the back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I just do this embarrassing things….  

 

Add to this list: I was walking in the mall.  I bought some chocolates as I am craving and salivating even for one.  Then there are groups of guys who are laughing in front of me.  I thought they are happy with some other stuff and they are looking  at me and…

 

And I know that something is wrong with my appearance! I just know so and when I am paying for my Cadbury milk chocolate I saw my blouse unbuttoned… with my non existent boobs showing.

 

Okay there’s a bit boobs there as I’m nearing my monthly visitor… when I am PMSing… my boobs is on the plump side…

 

On the bright side… I made a group of boys happy last night.  Free boobs viewing!!!!!!!

 

I am such a klutz!

 

So I just ate my chocolate to comfort myself…

 

I hate me =(