Monthly Archives: March 2007


Our dog cotton just died hours ago. She is sick..was sick. i feel like crying but i am at work…so i cant…. it feels like theres this lump of tears in my heart that wants to burst out.

i hear dead people

last night as im bonding with our dogs bantot and cotton…. i heard a voice..whisper in my ear…. its so scary… like a wind… the voice is like here and then gone… so i screamed and my father went out to ask whats wrong and i said… IPIS (roaches)!!!!

If hes not that sleepy he’ll realize that i am not afraid of cockroach!!!!!

so i werent able to sleep and im all sleepy and scared shit of that area in our house!!!!!

i dont like to hear things!!!!

…. and im still thinking of that cover story writing thingy in a magazine… i .. really want it…

and the kabbalah thingy i already emailed them my scholarhip letter and im not hearing anything from them… i guess i wont get that scholarship and i guess kabbalah is not for me cuz its uber expensive….

and i was accepted in another company only this company enrolled me to learn a new program and i dont know how to say goodbye and its in my head since last week.

its the 1st time that i will work with my besties cherry and carren.

though itll be weird cuz they are earning way bigger than me and they are my boss… and its….

its kinda weird in a demeaning kinda way.

they are not pushing me down.. its me who is pushing meself down….

i need to sleep…

but ill sleep when im….

who wants to go this aturday with me to batangas to watch cool people race??????

he he… i have this coool officemate who races and im going with him to watch!!!!

he he.. at elast ill have a social life….

see my new userpic.. its me not finding my comb!!!!! ugly ugly me!!!! he he… but i psoted it anyway cuz this is 1 of the few pictures that my skin is glowing like i really have clear skin!!!!!

i dont! my face have craters!!!!


eto p!!!!

toyz magazine

A magazine like that of FHM and Maxim texted me last night asking me if I can cover a shoot for them. I will interview their cover girl!!!!!!!

Nice, considering I want to write my whole life. There’s just this certain high to see your name printed in the pages of a magazine. And since it’s a boldy magazine I am sure that my granddad will be very proud of me since he likes porn he he…. I remember as a child he would drag me and a cousin to his fave magazine store and he would buy all the bold magazine in there. I grew up seeing these naked girls. And I learn how to do nude sketch early and my parents are not surprised to see these sketches.

But I have to cancel out cuz im not ready plus I have a revit class. and i have work….

Bhu hu hu…

i know im going to regret this..cuz im already regretting my decision right about now.


I saw this article in METRO Magazine about Kabbalah and they are offering and inviting the people who wnats to discover it to join the seminar only you have to pay but unfortunately I dont have any exra cash. So i am applyin for the scholarship.I hope that i will pass their requiremets!!!!

My father was bitten by our dog. You should see the bite!!!! the skin was pulled out… the doctor wants to sew the skin together but my father is scared of needles so he didnt let the doctor sew theskin. every night im cleaning the bite… every night i can see the wound gettin worse..worst…. by the minute…. i hope that i can do somethin bout it….

i think ill be a vegetarian for a while… the wound is ewwwww…