The reason why i am not that visible in 2 months or so is cuz of work…
i need a lot of money for some credits that i need to pay and the amount is big so i’d grabbed every opportunity for an overtime. and my supervisor would ask me always cuz i dont say no to work.
so in a month i’d go to work early and leave superlate and would show up the next day still on time ready and willing to take that new deadline.
i got what i want. was able to pay the bills that i hafta. but you dont stop paying bills so well you dont stop working hard.
one morning my head hurts like hell…. like someone is pounding it w/ thors axe. sound of a drop of water is the same as nuke bombing… they have the same effect on me… drum shattering….
and i have to go to work right? right!
went to work in pain…. i’d hold on to the edge of my office table everytime the pain would attack me.
needless to say its painful…
needless to say i need to rest….
needless to say, i did not take a rest cuz one … even though im nearing my anniverssary in the company .. i sitll dont have … i dont even have 1 day of free sick leave…
and i just cant let a day go… cuz its important.. cuz i have credits to pay…
and then the next day i can no longer get up cuz of the pain…
i am abusing myself so this is what i got in return….
staying at home …. gave me time to think and well rest….
im thinking of enrolling in a gym… and going on a vacation.
and it like theres a fight inside my head… one part is saying .. rest & relax & exercise & travel cuz youll never know.. the next migraine might be your last migraine….
and one part is telling me that i cant enjoy all this cuz i have biils to pay and my family needs the money more than me needing all this luho [vices]
putsa naman o! anhirap maging mahirap!