I really didnt notice how long i have been here. Its been 2 years and hubby and I are surprise to find out that my VISA will end February next year. It means I have to take an exam so that I can get an Indefinite Leave to Remain and eventually my British Citizenship.
I already booked my exam day 3 days ago and started reviewing the required book since then. I am not halfway then I would do Practice Test while going back to the book so understand it more and remember the words more.
I am struggling I have to admit.
Its been awhile since I took an exam and my brain is not ready.
I went back to blogging few months ago and im even struggling with words.
I… I think i became not as sharp since I gave birth. My world revolve and evolve around my son and my new fam and and I didnt give myself time to.. to enrich my brain.
True, ive read few good books but few is not good enough for my brain to function well.
I am shocking my brain for doing this… reviewing…
Im also thinking if only I can concentrate on reviewing and not worry about the dishes or if I remember to plug of the oven it would be better.
All i want to say is that I am scared that I am going to go trough this and I am .. not .. ready but no choice.
I am wishing that I will pass cuz the money we paid is a bit steep… for us who is struggling with the electricity as well =P
I know that I am just giving myself an excuse … an scapegoat so that when I didnt pass it wouldnt hurt that bad =P
but failure is not an option …. as emimem said success is my only option…
did he even say that =P
My exam is on January 9! Pray for me … I'll be needing it…
sorry … boring past days… so this is the only riveting post that I have lately =P….
Britain is not home but my family is here so I have to make it my new home.. hopefully Ill be able to do that… hopefully.