I am happy to say that since Tuesday I started doing some volunteer works and it is the nicest feeling I had in years. It is short mind you and I am not yet doing anything great but I am feeling that I am doing something great.
The ride to and from work is by the train and theres something so surreal in riding the train and going to work. There is something awesome in getting there on time just so I can go and get my son from school. It also made me more proud in the school run even if no one knows what i am up to among the other parents. Something is just … I am just proud that I feel like I am doing something in addition to me being a mother.
This week I dont feel worthless anymore. I have a value at least for myself and I feel good about it. Which is my word of the week. Worthless NO MORE.