**I have been struggling to keep up with commenting but I promise that I will eventually comment on everyone. Right about now I am commenting on last Sunday's #mysundayphoto. And hopefully I can finish everything.**
I am struggling with chores too. I am just really tired always lately. Its like I can't get back lost energy.
Its August now and in a few days and in a blink of an eye it will be September and my son will start school. We are a bit ready now. Bought some uniforms and we will buy school supplies once we know what to buy.
The real reason I am closely monitoring the days and months is that everyone I know who are of the same nationality as me is going home to the Philippines. Even the other mothers who I know who is not from here are going home. To Ireland, Italy and Poland. They want to see their family before the holiday season ends. Going home. I have been controlling this feeling of homesickness and I said that I wont talk about it again but seeing people post their photos of going home just makes the feeling of homesickness resurfaces.
And its eating me. I am so jealous of those people who are going home. It is so hard to look at facebook now and instagram. I am trying to be happy for them and yet .. yet I am wishing so hard that I can be home too.
So I am struggling in doing everything as I am trying to put on a straight face in front of my son. He is with me always and faking happiness is not easy. Right now he is playing with my husband and I want to cry while writing this.