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yey! got my boxing gloves already! And i am going to [hopefully] use it tomorrow if my abdomen will permit.  cuz i have dysmenorhea (spell?) and it hurts.  if im OK tomorrow i can start w/ muay thai!


here’s my small cousin ian modelling that astig gloves for me…..

its not everlast tho as i cnt find one in my size [8oz]….. i cnt wait!!!!

is it safe to go in a sauna when you have your monthly visitor? Igh. im such a novice when it comes to this gym/sauna/pool thingy…


a non sensical whine

I don’t have self esteem… once there’s this guy that I met fr facebook & hes here in manila for a business trip and i said im busy because I am friggin ugly.  now theres this guy that I met again and hes here in manila for business and he wants us to meet on Friday and I said I have a dealdline at work cuz im scared cuz im ugly.


Same reason why this picture is headless.. because I am ugly.

I use to think that tho I might not fall in the pretty category… I know that I am cute.


But now I came to realized that I am ugly…




So Im thinking maybe if ill use OBAGI ill look better but obagi is out of my spending league…




Maybe I just need a manicure to uplift my ugly spirit!


On the bright side… I swam last night.  My gym have a pool and I swam … and I don’t know how to swim but I was able to do laps last night.  Don’t ask me I cant explain it either how a girl who doesn’t know how to swim… swam.


Mwa haha… maybe cuz there are no people there and I was free to experiment in the water.  So at first when theres still people I’d just hold the gutter and mover around.  The pool gutter is my security blanket.  I wont let go of it.  But when there are only a few of us … I begiun letting go of the gutter and what do you know…


I can swim pala!


Hehe needless to say I am sore while writing this.


But I so want to go back to the pool, I am already craving, missing, aching to go back to the water and im even planning on buying goggles…




So there… I don’t feel ugly in the water.


Maybe I should snag myself a merman!


In the pool I am the goddess!


Laban kayo?



facebook anonymous

The reason why i am not that visible in 2 months or so is cuz of work…

i need a lot of money for some credits that i need to pay and the amount is big so i’d grabbed every opportunity for an overtime.  and my supervisor would ask me always cuz i dont say no to work.

so in a month i’d go to work early and leave superlate and would show up the next day still on time ready and willing to take that new deadline.

i got what i want.  was able to pay the bills that i hafta.  but you dont stop paying bills so well you dont stop working hard.

one morning my head hurts like hell…. like someone is pounding it w/ thors axe.  sound of a drop of water is the same as nuke bombing… they have the same effect on me… drum shattering….

and i have to go to work right? right!

went to work in pain…. i’d hold on to the edge of my office table everytime the pain would attack me.

needless to say its painful…

needless to say i need to rest….

needless to say, i did not take a rest cuz one … even though im nearing my anniverssary in the company .. i sitll dont have … i dont even have  1 day of free sick leave…

and i just cant let a day go… cuz its important.. cuz i have credits to pay…

and then the next day i can no longer get up cuz of the pain…


i am abusing myself so this is what i got in return….


staying at home …. gave me time to think and well rest….

im thinking of enrolling in a gym… and going on a vacation. 

and it like theres a fight inside my head… one part is saying .. rest & relax & exercise & travel cuz youll never know.. the next migraine might be your last migraine….

and one part is telling me that i cant enjoy all this cuz i have biils to pay and my family needs the money more than me needing all this luho [vices]

putsa naman o! anhirap maging mahirap!