We can never be boxed really. Even if its a gloomy day and there's a bit of rain we went out. This time to Clevedon Beach and we just walk while son is biking. As usual I am behind the camera and walking after my 2 boys. Even though it is gloomy the place is still full of people walking like us with their respective families. This is only my second time here and like the last time I am still in love with the natural landscape. Look at how the trees sway. Shaped by the direction of the wind. Nature is amazeballs! How cool is that lady's camera. Makes mine so worthless *sniff.sniff*
I am in awe to the sailing group because how can you ever sail in this weather. This is probably nothing to them. The guys looks so happy while they are pulling their boats up. And there are people swimming! I cant still even take my thick fluffy coat off!
I am hypnotized with the waves. I am sat here long with the Pier as my background. So calming.
While my boys are at play! Trying to throw back the stones to the sea. I love them together. They are so close and I am proud of their relationship. Husband is a good Dad all the way. Do you like my husbands haircut??? I did that! Its our saving money tactic! Me cutting his hair and him cutting mine.
My turn to hold my sons hand. We went downand talk of the stones. He gave me a task of finding a soft stone. GOODLUCK to me. Haha!
Again the landscape shaped by nature. By the wind and the salty water. So much awesomeness!
We will definitely go back because even if the weather is gloomy, it is still a perfect day as long as you are with the persons you love dearly.
As i write this areolas are itchy and red (TMI Sorry) and I have so many eczema patches all over my body. Its the sign for me that winter is coming and Autumn is saying/said goodbye. And I am officially MISERABLE.
I have this hate in me when Winter is here. A blanket of sadness and depression covers me. The lack of warmth and sunshine is getting on me.
Im am so tired of being at war with this weather, been here for 3 years. I will probably stay some more. If that's the case I should be thinking how can I turn things around. How can I be happy in winter? How can I be my own Little Miss Sunshine when the weather is not? How can I make my school runs more bearable. How I can be at peace with myself and with Jack Frost!
Ill start with going to the doctor to ask what to do with the eczema. Hopefully the doctor is a girl so that the areola wont be shy. And the misery will be gone with some ointment.
Then I will find things that's nice in winter! If I can. Ill start now. Winter is nice bcuz of Christmas! True I wont get any gifts but who can stop Christmas??? I can play my fave cheesy xmas song non stop (Last Xmas mwahaha) and bug the neighbors with it (Fun right?!)
I'll take pictures of the trees who are feeling colder than me cuz they cant find blankets that will fit them! Ha Bless the trees!
Ill drink HOT CHOCOLATE NON STOP TOO!!!!
If I feel cold Ill hold my son's hand and walk with him cuz hes got the warmest hand ever. Kids they have their own boiler inside their bodies!
And if anything else fails, Ill get free hugs from my family. That would work for now and I have the whole winter season to think it over.