you know how when youre a wife you have this responsibility to attend your husband’s xmas party and be pretty and dainty and stuff?
i want to but the thing is lately i feel really really really fugly… fat and ugly…. beat that!
and my skin is not reacting well to the weather… and i just started taking pills.. all in all im not in the mood to go out and be seen with my husband…
but do i have the heart to tell him that i dont want to go?
i dont want to go!
i dont like xmas!!!!
can i just hide in our room till my body recovered from giving birth and this new weather and this new emotion????
my husband doesnt read my LJ